DEATH.

Son: "Daddy, why are our eyes open when we die?"


Father: "Because that's when we really wake up."

Je me souviens.

I remember how I would sleep in 

the middle of my bed,

so the monsters wouldn't get me.

I remember how I thought 

the moon stole my hair.

I remember that would we trick my brother

and say that socks were

made out of spiderwebs.

I remember eating soap

to wash out my mouth when I was bad.

I remember your voice better than 

anyone else's.

I remember how you say I love you

and your the only one that actually means it.

I remember how we are all born from 

our mothers.

I remember the tears falling from

your face so gently.

I remember those cold winter nights

and all we would do is drink hot chocolate 

and talk.

I remember the first time I saw my mother cry.

I remember that feeling

of almost drowning in my 

grandmas pool.

I remember how my older brother

smashed my favorite action figure.

I remember
the first time I saw you and

I have never took my eyes off you.

I remember how you told me

to grow up.

I remember the time I didn't sleep

because of my parents fighting all night.

I remember getting a circle chocolate cake

for my birthday in kindergarten.

I remember the way you use

to smile.

I remember sitting at your funeral grandpa and seeing grandma cry. I will never forget that day.

Include a picture.

Broken Pictures.

I don't know if you know what this feels like but I do.
You whisper in my ear, fall asleep.
Broken pictures on the ground, surrounded with shattered beer bottles.
You whisper in my ear, did you ever think it was me.
How did you know I was the one.

THOUGHTLESSNESS.

ABANDON.

THINGS I HATE.

1. Most of the people at our school.
2. Growing up.
3. My parents fighting.
4. Pregnant Women.
5. My dog.
6. Mowing the lawn.
7. Middle school kids.
8. End of the term.
9. Being cold.
10. Thinking to much.
11. Driving.
12. Clipping my toe nails.
13. The smell of other peoples farts.
14. Going to the bathroom at other peoples house.
15. Funerals.
16. Homework.
17. Ipod watches.
18. Winter.
19. Knowing the truth.
20. Facebook.
21. Long airplane flights.
22. Washing my clothes.
23. Shoes.
24. Family pictures.
25. Death.




p.s. there is a lot more.

MY HEART. MY HEART. MY HEART.

Everyone tell me to listen to my heart...

But every time I try to I can't hear anything.

All I hear is a empty heart full of silence.

It always tries telling me something,

But I can never hear it.

I can never tell if my heart is trying to tell me something,

or if its just my my mind and thoughts telling

me what to do.

But all I hear in my thoughts are,

my dying wishes.

OLD MOON.

I wish you didn't tell me that the moon didn't steal my hair.
I don't know why but when I was younger I thought it did.
But one day I told you that and you told me,
that's stupid and grow up.
You ripped my heart out and didn't give it back.
Since then I haven't been the same.
I still haven't forgiven my self for telling you.

Every time I look at you I ask you WHY did you tell me that.

You told me wrong.
Why can't you tell me the truth,
you were the only person that gave me a reason to live.
But now it's hard to look at you, 
But you are to beautiful.

Hopefully one day I will build up the courage to forgive you.
... but I can't promise anything yet.

Things I Fear.

1. The truth
2. God
3. Being wrong
4. Being trapped in society
5. My thoughts
6. Growing up
7. Love
8. Not waking up from my dream
9. Close ones dying
10. Not being able to feel
11.Change
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You fill in the rest.

To Breathe One's Last.

I was never afraid of you and I never will be. You are always right around the corner waiting to take me at surprise. You have already almost got me twice but it wasn't enough. I have seen you take someones life away like it was no problem, but I have decided that you won't scare me. But you will get all of us someday but today is not the day.

Amare.

I'm still trying to figure out what love is. No one can explain what love is until you fall in love. You can't tell someone how to love. You will never know what love is until someone loves you back as much as you love them.

Let your mind bleed creativity.

When we were younger, we were never afraid to be wrong. We didn't know what being wrong was until we got to middle school. I don't know what it is about growing older, but seems like everyone loses sight of their creativity.

Since when was being wrong a bad thing.

Love and Bricks.

Every time I see you in my head it kills me. I can't stand the thought of being away from you, it feels like a brick wall keeping us apart, and every time I think about you the wall gets bigger. I wish we could go back to the good old days where we didn't have to worry about anything besides each other.

I'm here and there is nothing you can do about it. But am i really here? I feel like a ghost half of the time walking down the halls.

INTRO.

This is my intro. Albert Einstein. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Without imagination where would we be in this world? Imagination is what keeps us from being locked up our minds.